You are the secretary of My Heart; write down whatever comes to mind. Your thoughts are united to My thoughts. He has chosen you for that office in this life and in the next. Know that His choice will not change.”

“Mary shall be magnified in my body, whether it be by life or by death. For to me, to live is Mary and to die is gain.”

“The baser, humbler soul was I, the more exhausted did I grow. ‘No hope!’ was all that I could say. But as I sank and sank so low, higher and higher did I fly.” ~Our Holy Father Saint John of the Cross~

Carmelite Rite Breviaries protected by the two glorious pillars of the Catholic Church.
*Solemn Salve Regina; sung by Carmelites every Saturday or vigil for feasts of Our Lady. Video made by Mary’s Secretary. Cover photo taken from Carmelite clothing ceremony; Traditional Latin Mass.*

The Practice of the Presence of Mary: To Live and Die with Mary (Available on Amazon):

Available in paperback, eBook and hardcover. Audio coming soon!



Just Another Fool of the Immaculata!

“Let the Immaculata do what you cannot.” ~Maximilian Kolbe~

Therese’s Canticle of Love, taken from her poem, composed by a Carmelite. Cover by Mary’s Secretary- three-part harmony.

Carmelite Hermitess of Our Lady of Fatima:

Are men and devils to have their voluntary slaves, and Mary to have none?

~Saint Louis Marie de Montfort~

Why my blog? After all, WordPress does say “Just another WordPress site”.  I am a simple secretary of Mary and I like to fish. I grew up typically fishing in lakes, I soon progressed to oceans…now the new challenge is people. Yes, I have my fishing pole at hand and well, I am ready to reel you in. One of my all time favorite saints named Therese once said “More merciful to me than to His beloved disciples, Our Lord Himself took the net, cast it, and drew it in full of fish. He made me a fisher of men.” I like to fish, but the actual One who will be reeling you in has a lot to tell you. Don’t worry, He is quite the Gentleman. Although, I hope you don’t mind hooks!


I am in the process of trying to establish myself as a  Carmelite Hermitess of Our Lady of Fatima, as Sister Jade Mary of the Sorrowful Heart, in the United States of America. I have a great love for Our Lady of Fatima, Our Lady of Mount Carmel, Our Lady of Seven Sorrows and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I simply wish to live a life of total seclusion offering every small sacrifice for the triumph of the Immaculate Heart. I have four top priorities in which to devote my eremitical life: Love of Christ as Bridegroom, the Chair of Saint Peter, our great Nation of the United States of America and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

I have no desire to preach, I simply wish to be “alone with the Alone”, just how the early Church Desert Fathers used to live. That of Elijah and Moses who discovered God’s deepest secrets while on the mountain or in the cave of concealment. My day will center on observing the strict rule of Saint Albert of Jerusalem and edited constitutions of Our Holy Mother Teresa of Jesus, the Traditional Latin Mass, the Carmelite Rite of the Divine Office and selling Catholic art on Etsy, called Mary’s Secretary “ArtForTheSorrowfulHeart”, as a means of self support. Of course, I will also devote some of my time to blogging. For more details on how to be apart of my mission, my daily horarium and way of life click below:

“But we glory also in tribulations, knowing that tribulation worketh patience.” ~Saint Paul~

Video above, and below, taken from an artist that Our Lord has used to get me through continual darkness: Vancouver Sleep Clinic. Soli Gloria Domine! Featuring some of M83.

Cover for the song Stay by Vancouver Sleep Clinic. Video from Mel Gibson’s Passion of the Christ (I own nothing!)



“Strength and beauty are her clothing, and she shall laugh in the latter day.Prov. 31:25


Write Mary’s Secretary for any prayer requests or if you have a custom order outside of Etsy:

Since we see the way, let us run together! ~Saint Therese of the Child Jesus~

Our Etsy Shop:

Scroll to the bottom of the page where you can be taken to “ArtForTheSorrowfulHeart” Etsy shop where you will find holy cards, stationary and prints!

*Original Video Preview of ArtForTheSorrowfulHeart Etsy Shop! Music: Stella Splendens by Prima Luce.*

Story behind Etsy:


Recommended Books:

Do not let a day go by without some spiritual reading. ~Saint John Bosco~

Recommended books on Fatima:

1.) The Whole Truth About Fatima (3 volumes total, can be found in link documents for free below) written by Frere Michel de la Saints Trinite:

Volume 1:

Volume 2:

Volume 3:

2.) Sister Lucia, Apostle of Mary’s Immaculate Heart by Mark Fellows (anything from the Fatima Center is the most reliable).

3.) The Fourth Secret of Fatima by Antonio Socci.

4.) The Secret of Benedict XVI by Antonio Socci (I promise this has to do with Fatima).

5.) Sign of Her Heart (also under the title The Scapular Promise). I read this shortly before receiving Our Lady’s Holy Habit and it was the best publication I have had the pleasure of reading with the link between Fatima and the scapular.

Recommended books on the spiritual life and prayer:

1.) The Practice of the Presence God by Carmelite Lay Brother, Lawrence of the Resurrection. When people ask me how to pray, I ALWAYS point to this simple and practical method; it not only changed my entire way of viewing prayer but when I embraced it, my soul was utterly transformed! Perfection can be reached in a short time with this practice.

2.) Hermitage Within by an anonymous monk. “Not all should or can live as a hermit, but all should develop an inner hermitage within where God is found in the center.”

3.) The works of Saint John of the Cross: Dark Night of the Soul, Ascent to Mount Carmel, Precautions and Counsels, Living Flame of Love and Spiritual Canticle poem (any of his poems).

4.) Etiquette by Emily Post. I found this book on the novitiate book shelf; my Mother Mistress underlined and highlighted more paragraphs than I can count. Post taught me that manners have EVERYTHING to do with perfection in the spiritual life, and most of the customs in her book actually came from early monastic life.

5.) Boundaries by Drs Henry Cloud and John Townsend. I promise you that setting boundaries in the spiritual life will lead to greater perfection. This book is taken from a biblical perspective:

Can I set limits and still be a loving person?

What are legitimate boundaries?

What if someone is upset or hurt by my boundaries?

How do I answer someone who wants my time, love, energy, or money?

Why do I feel guilty or afraid when I consider setting boundaries?

Aren’t boundaries selfish?

Books on Mary:

1.) The Glories of Mary by Saint Alphonsus Liguori.

2.) The Works of Saint Louis de Montfort: The Secret of Mary, True Devotion to Mary and The Secret of the Rosary.

3.) The Admirable Heart of Mary by Saint John Eudes.

4.) The Imitation of Mary by Alexander De Rouville.

5.) Mary Was Her Life; book based on the short but profound life of Carmelite Venerable Teresita Quevedo. “Every girl has an obsession and Teresita’s was the Mother of God”.

6.) Saint Maximilian Kolbe’s The Marian Vow, written by Father Stefani Manelli (the active “presence” of Mary).

7.) Mystical City of God– life in detail of the Glorious Blessed Virgin Mary.

Recreational Books:

1.) CS Lewis’ Chronicles of Narnia. “This is the land I have been looking for all my life, though I never knew it till now…. come further up, come further in!” and “All world’s draw to an end, and a noble death is a treasure in which no one is too poor to buy.”

2.) J. R. R. Tolkien’s The Lord of the Ring Series. “It is not the strength of the body, but the strength of the spirit.”

3.) Jane Austen’s Pride and Prejudice. “There are few people in the world in whom I like, and even fewer whom I really love. The more I see of the world, the more I am disatisfied with it.”

4.) Jane Austen’s Emma. “Time will heal the wound”.

5.) Grimm’s Fairy Tales. Recommended favorites: The True Bride and King Thrushbeard.

6.) Jane Austen’s Persuasion. “Dare not say that man forgets sooner than woman, that his love has an earlier death.”

7.) Jane Austen’s Sense and Sensibility. A book on discipline of character and redemption.

Books on Theology, Life of Our Lord and proper translations of Scripture and Catechism:

1.) The Summa Theologica, St. Thomas Aquinas- Doctor of the Church.

2.) The Life of Jesus Christ. Mel Gibson used many of the visions from this volume for his film The Passion of the Christ.

“These four volumes record the visions of the famous 19th-century Catholic mystic: Ven. Anne Catherine Emmerich. A nun who was privileged to behold innumerable events of biblical times, going back all the way to the creation of the world. She witnessed the fall of the Angels, the sin of Adam, Noah and the Flood, the lives of St. John the Baptist, St. Anne, St. Joseph, the Blessed Virgin Mary and St. Mary Magdalen. Also includes the birth, life, public ministry, Crucifixion and Resurrection of Jesus Christ- as well as the founding of His Church.”

3.) Douay Rheims Holy Bible; Catholics should all have a copy of this most accurate translation of the Latin Vulgate.

4.) The Catechism of the Council of Trent.

“I tell you, my brothers, it is from Carmel that the brethren must climb to the Mountain–all those who deserve to be called “Carmelites,” in other words, who, on account of the excellence of their lives, will go from strength to strength in a steady ascent from the Mount of the Circumcision of Vices until they reach, as they surely will, the Mountain which is Christ. ~”Saint Angelus of Sicily~

Discalced Carmelite to Carmelite Hermitess; lessons in the waiting. Music rights belong entirely to M83 and Vancouver Sleep Clinic.